Ruffles n' Happiness

am going to be taking a tumblr break. I’m really really sorry. I have to resign from the orange team…or at least find someone who will watch after the orange team for me, maybe make some graphics, etc until I come back.

I’m scared for myself right now guys. I need to get off of tumblr, off the computer…and figure out a routine, and maybe how to eat again. Right now, it feels like relapse, or leave…and I love you all—but I need to be healthy first and foremost.

I’m really really sorry guys, I won’t queue things. Feel free to unfollow me if you need to…but I will be back. Maybe in a week, maybe in a month. But I would rather take a break and step away from tumblr than post negative things, or even accidentally influence any of you to go unhealthy. I love you all too much.

See you soon!

i literally have no energy for anything. At all. I scroll through and reply to you all. But I haven’t eaten over a thousand calories in like 4 days. I am trying to work out, but with eating that little—it’s really not perfect.

I really want to take a break from everything for the weekend, or longer, I don’t know—but I don’t want to leave the competition without guidance, and not get back to you all. I still have 3 messages from last week to answer, but I can’t find the energy to even do that. 

I just am failing at pretty much everything right now, and I need to figure things out.

believerofmars:

THE AMOUNT OF NOTES. I HAVE NEVER SEEN ANYTHING WITH 300000+ NOTES.

skinny-is-my-goal:

navishutup:

Excuse me, what?

THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS

YES!

People think I’m all shy like

But then they get to know me and I’m more like

keisha-marie:

is it actually on MTV now? Shit, is MTV still on?

this would be an awesome option, like not password—just other tumblr only