December 2010
Merry Christmas Followers!
or soon-to-be Christmas for my US followers =]
Dec 25th
Reblog if you pray.
justselfishjealousdepressed:  I want to see how many will reblog.
Dec 23rd
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ohhai 3.30AM!
why am I still awake to see you? =[[
Dec 22nd
HI ALL 52 FOLLOWERS!
I know it’s not a lot—but I appreciate each and every one of you! Thanks for your encouragement on my journey!
Dec 22nd
Dec 22nd
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The best part of Tumblr, is relating,...
Dec 22nd
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Dec 21st
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Is anyone seeing the lunar eclipse?
Dec 21st
12.20.10
Holy crap! I have to get ready to go and see my family in 4 days. I am only staying from the 24th until the 29th…but I already don’t know how I am going to handle it. My mother doesn’t support others’ weight loss goals. I am pretty sure that she is determined to make me as fat, if not worse than her. Although, perhaps not, because my mother did make the lovely comment that...
Dec 21st
Awesome x2
Today answered last night’s prayers and we found my cell phone! It survived being outside overnight—when most people wouldn’t have! It rained hard—like a monsoon—most of the night, and my phone was frozen solid this morning! Put it in a bowl of rice….and it works again! Way to go! Also, weigh in today…not much of a loss, but still a loss! I am at 180lbs....
Dec 19th
WOW!
It’s been so long since I’ve posted anything on here with my own ideas. What have I been up to? Walking, eating….it’s been a hectic few days.  Today—I realized I lost my cell phone on our walk today. Stressin’ major…walked all of our walk this afternoon, with no avail. Hopefully we’ll find it on our walk tomorrow…!!! I get to weigh myself...
Dec 18th
Dec 18th
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Dec 18th
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Dec 18th
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FOLLOWERS!
Do you prefer more text or pictures? Sometimes I really don’t have the energy to type things out. But sometimes I do! So….which do you prefer? What are the types of tumblr you follow? <3
Dec 16th
Reblog if you're NOT tumblr famous :D
Dec 16th
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Goodnight tumblr.
everyone sleep pretty, mmmmkay?
Dec 15th
☐ Happy ☐ Sad ☑ BAKED OUT OF MY MIND
Dec 15th
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It would be so awesome
if when I came back from my walk I had messages waiting for me. <3
Dec 15th
Dec 14th
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Day Seven
Day Seven: Post one confession. I am afraid that I will never be happy with my weight. That once I start really losing again, I won’t be able to stop. I’m scared of losing so much weight that I can’t have children with my fiance, and I’m scared that I’ll disappoint him because I wasn’t strong enough to stop. And yet I still lie to him, in order to fast.
Dec 14th
shm00g asked: Hopefully soon in south florida they're outlawed too cuz they taste like cat piss
Dec 13th
Dec 13th
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“YOU define who You are….so make it good<3”
Dec 13th
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Day Six
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever). 1. my fiance—Tony 2. my mom 3. my best friend—Marian 4. Jonny 5. my sister Rylee
Dec 12th
Goodnight tumblr.
It’s time to go and give my pillow some head, and my sheets some booty<3
Dec 12th
Day Five!
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done. 1. Left Starbucks. 2. Let my “friend” wreck my car—breaking my ribs in the process. 3. Maxed out my credit cards. 4. Told my therapist about my disorder 5. Went off my medicine the first time. 6. Cared what other people thought.
Dec 11th
Day Four!
Day Four: Seven things that cross my mind a lot. 1. I need a bowl. 2. How many calories I’ve eaten for the day. 3. I should call my family. 4. Budget. Budget. Budget. 5. I don’t want to be sick. 6. Walk. Walk. Walk. Walk. 7. What’s on tumblr today?
Dec 11th
1 tag
III
I missed yesterday, it wasn’t that I didn’t eat or walk. I did both! But it wasn’t really a good day otherwise, so yeah. Consider it a “normal-low” day. Today: Borrrrrinnng. But I am actually proud of myself! I baked for everyone this Christmas in order to save money. I made fudge, carmel, those cupcakes I posted earlier, banana bread, and mexican wedding...
Dec 10th
Day Three
Day Three: Eight Ways to win my heart 1. Smile! =] 2. Stay honest and faithful. 3. Make me feel special. <3 4. Show optimism—-I love sunshine people! 5. Have a hard work ethic.  6. If you can’t do something—don’t volunteer for it. 7. Show empathy. 8. View your life as a way to better the world.
Dec 10th
Dec 9th
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Dec 9th
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Reblog if you start weight was over 140lbs. I will...
ana-bella: hipbonesandclavicles: marikooo: tryingtosucceed: youskinnybitch: Just add another 100 and 20 pounds to that. try adding 73 pounds to that +20ish +5 Plus 15 or 20
Dec 9th
Dec 9th
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Day Two
I did promise to do these…I must be feeling really open today, cause this is a bit personal…I welcome all questions/feedback/comments! 1. I am a scorpio. 2. I have been hospitalized a total of 4 times - 1 for anorexia/malnutrition, and the other 3 for mental disorders. 3. I have bright green/yellow eyes, and get asked if I’m wearing contacts constantly. 4. I am one of 7...
Dec 9th
Dec 8th
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Goodnight tumblr.
Hope you’re here tomorrow! Take care and stay beautiful<3
Dec 8th
Dec 8th
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Day One
1. You are amazing. 2. I miss you, and I wish I could be a bigger part of your life. 3. You are my best friend, no amount of miles could change that. 4. I am proud of you.  5. You are nothing to me, and I am everything without you. 6. You are a disgrace to your title. 7. I am sorry I wasn’t there for you, in the end, when you needed me most. 8. You saved me from myself. 9. I wish you...
Dec 8th
Dec 7th
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Dec 7th
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infraredlipstick1-deactivated20 asked: thank you for telling me about yourself!! :)
Dec 7th
Follow Train! Leave your URL and follow everyone...
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Dec 7th
Followers!
Hi! I want to get to know you better! So I will start this out, and I’d love if any of you would reply! name.Jessika age.22 home.Southern Oregon fave color. peach fave band. Dropkick Murphys fave xmas carol.White Christmas This last one is totally optional..but If you were in a zombie apocalypse, what would be your weapon of choice, and where would you go?  I look forward to all your...
Dec 7th
1.04AM
srsly..up this late/early with a midterm tomorrow and i’m still up—guilty about the amount of calories eaten today! frustration is a mild word. Do any of you ever want to shut your brains up? How do you do it?
Dec 7th
Dec 7th
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Time to get this out of the way
I am going to be using this tumblr as a way to keep track of my weight loss and publish pictures that inspire me to go about it in a sustainable way. Currently, I am on a diet that limits my calories to around 1500-1000 a day, with steep walks for at least 4 miles a day.  Today: 1 24 oz. green smoothie (spinach, nonfat milk and pineapple with ice) 3 eggs with 1/2 cup mushrooms, and...
Dec 7th
reblog if you want any random question in your...
Dec 7th
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Tired.
Meh. Done with all my finals work—I need some social interaction!
Dec 7th
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